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Minal Aidzin wal fa idzin,Mohon maaf lahir dan batin bagi semua umat muslim yang merayakan yang tersebar diseluruh dunia-terutama Indonesia.

Kamu serius nih Hal mau HIATUS (berhenti untuk sementara waktu / tidak rilis dalam jangka waktu tertentu)?
Kelihatannya sih,aku dengan TERPAKSA harus HIATUS

Lohhhhh lohh lohh kenapa Hal?

  1. AKU SUDAH KELAS 3 SMA,yang artinya semua hal yang kulakukan harus beraroma SEKOLAH-PELAJARAN,my beloved okaasan ngomel2 melulu: "Mbak,mbak,awakmu iku wis gede-mbari ngene kuliah mbok yo gak usah nontok2 kartun*maksudnya ANIME nihh* terus,facebookan, ngegame ae,tak kandakno papamu lho yoo". Oh crap, sekali kena amukan-kata2 mutiara-ceramahan tuh kepala keluarga,hilang sudah kepalaku.
  2. EVERYDAY'S LESSON SEEMS LIKE HELL TO ME. There's no problem with physics or math but the most serious problem is with CHEMISTRY. Damn hell! I can't be friend with chemistry, no matter when I tried to sleep read it even bring it in my dream- nothing god happen in our relationship. My bond with CHEMISTRY is too weak :v . It is just like an unrequited love isn't it?Hopeless.Tiring.
  3. JATAH INTERNETANKU - DIBATASI. Damn! Padahal hanya INTERNET yang bisa membuat hidupku lebih berwarnaaaa,tanpa adanya INTERNET langsung berubah jadi Black-Gray-White.Suramlah intinya.
  4. UP TILL NOW,NOTHING INTERESTED HAPPEN IN MY LIFE. Aku galo terus2an tiap hari.Arghhhhhh... So, Aku memutuskan untuk menulis ini(dibawah ini) buat DIA,yang meskipun kemungkinannya kecil sekali dia bakal baca tulisanku ini.

TO: My dearest Mr.Voldemort

I love you~
I love you~
I love you~
I miss you~
I miss you~
I miss you~
No matter how many times I said those words-they won't be enough.
I know I'll never have you,having you is such an endless dreaming for me, but there's no way that I could forget you or just pretend that I never know you right? You kept coming in my dream,what am I supposed to do now? I can't foresee my dream nor control or wished what would I dream for tonight. Just help meeee..
I will always be there for you whenever you need me whenever you need a friend to share your burden,but will you be there when I need you? I know you won't. I know it from the start. 
I'll be a liar if I said I hate you,if I said I don't want you. It hurts you know,when you talk sooo casually about "THAT GIRL" when you knew precisely how's my feeling for you. How could you do this? I am hurting so much like this. Do you even think of me? Am I too easy to you? Yes, I'll listen, although evrything you'll say be all lies. Yes, I'll smile, just like all the girls you played with. Keep saying those ridiculous words, 'cause I'll listen to it anyway.
I know those things, but I just love you-every time this love just grow bigger. 
It's too painful, so I'm give up on you now,I really am.
In another time, please don't make me fall in love with you-EVER AGAIN.
Thank you for everything

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