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Kamu yang disana-is this the end of our game?

Are you satisfied now?
NO, I am not, I haven't feel satisfied yet with this game we play along, I won't surrender or raise any white flag. The one who should do that is you - ONLY YOU,and Im going to make you do that in anykind of way.
In this game, I won't let you be the HERO or be THE MAIN LEAD CHARACTER, the one that give decision is me - not you...
So,why should I felt depressed now?

Oh,god...
Last Wednesday night I really really felt down - I was in the deepest part of my emotion, I couldn't hold these tears any longer,they just suddenly fell of like a raining in July
That was amazing! That was awesome! Yippieee I made myself burst into tears AGAIN for some childish-useless thing called LOVE.
Ha Ha Ha...
Im laughing? W-O-W.WOW I still can laugh and smile in this state? Fuck yeah..
I admit it is painful,it is hard to bear with,but there's nothing  I can do now #except-for-praying-to-ALLAH-and-ask-to-give-me-the-best-of-all
I want to cry more more more and more, I want to scream, I want to shout it out loud...
But, I just can't do things I wish I could do...
Should I admit it? Should I admit that I still have a little bit of feeling for you? Are these feelings were all true? Or did I just played out with this silly game you made?
There are two voices echo inside my brain and my heart:

  • Said you hate him-you are enough and tired in this shit silly game,make him regret,make him feel "he is the one to take the blame"
  • Do not say anything - just wait - be patient - and see how this will flow and reach its END
Huh? What now? Can't take any decision once again? You are a fool hal, Oh come on - life is too bad if you think these kind of things more

RIGHT - JUST IGNORE IT AND LET IT FLOW AND SEE HOW THIS GAME WILL FIND ITS END :3

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